IMPOSSIBLE Request

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Kuulang membaca kalimat terakhir… berlaku 2 orang, huh?
Ku menghela napas panjang
Dua orang? siapa mereka?
Ya.. biasanya sih orang tua..
tapi gue punya 3 orang orang tua, gue punya ibu (umi), seorang ayah (abi), dan seorang ayah tiri (om yul). Tiga orang dan undangannya untuk dua orang
Gue kembali menghela napas. Gue harus menyisihkan salah satu.
It is tough choice.  How could I choose between one of them? :’(

Skenario 1:
Tadinya rencana gue adalah gue bakal ngundang umi dan abi, dan kemudian minta maaf sama om yul karena ngga ngundang beliau. Tapi ketika gue bilang hal tersebut ke umi. Umi bilang hal itu ngga mungkin om yul bakal marah dan umi juga ngga bisa dateng karena abi bukan mahram umi dan om yul pasti ngelarang umi buat dateng. Umi bilang kalau gue harus memilih.
Aih… I hate to choose..
I am afraid I hurt one of them..

Skenario 2 :
I did not invite mydad karena sebenarnya mudah saja jika gue ngga ngundang abi. I mean he is rarely involved in my life. The one who raised me is my mom. The one who work for my tuition fee and my living expenses is also my my mom. I could easily tell my dad that I don’t invite him because he never involved in my life. Where are you when I miss you,Dad?! Where are you when I need you, dad?!  Nowhere..
I hate you so much dad.. I hate you.. You don’t care about me so I do not care about you.   Yup I can tell him that the reason I don’t invite him is REVENGE.
Gue tahu gue bakal bisa membalas perlakukan abi dan akan merasa impas kalau gue ngga ngundang beliau. It is easier to do but it did not feel right.
I just realized it when I heard my father got stroke. Melihat beliau kesakitan membuat gue sadar gue ngga mau melihat beliau sakit ataupun sedih. So revenge is not an option and  revenge is not a good thing to do. Forgiving is better. I want to invite him because I want to tell him that I forgive him. I do not want to have this cold father-daughter relationship.

But I cannot eliminate my mother and my step father. I have very nice step father who really care about me and my siblings.

Skenario 3:
Find out a way to invite them all. Maybe I could ask one of my friend who has only one parent to ask whether one of my parent can join the invitation or ask a lecturer. Or maybe I could ask my mom to pretend to be so she the one who wear toga and I am the one who will not come to graduation ceremony.

Skenario 4:
I did not invite them all. I get married before I graduated and invite my husband to come and none of my parents.

Then I tried scenario 3 and it did not work out. Ah… I knew from the start.. because it is impossible request. Who am I ask for more invitation? (,_,)
Yah… It is impossible..
Yah
Yah… It is impossible..
… IT IS IMPOSSIBLE..
Yeah.. who is person who can I ask for impossible request?
It struck me.
Han, It is IMPOSSIBLE REQUEST!!! It is IMPOSSIBLE REQUEST! :D
And I knew the One who I can ask for that..
He is Allah SWT
Astagfirullah
How could I forget such thing?!
Because it is impossible, I should ask to The One who can turn out IMPOSSIBLE become POSSIBLE :D

Bismillah

“ya Allah, I ask for more invitation so all my parent can come to graduation ceremony or I ask you the best way to solve this problem (which two that I should invite) or maybe You have a better way to solve this problem that I have not think about. Amin”

Okay, I admit..
Gue lebay..
Skripsi aja belum kelar udah mikirin wisuda..  Hehehe ^^v
Gue stress karena mikirnya udah kejauhan :D
Sekarang yang penting selesain dlu skripsinya (^0^)9
Wish me luck Guys :D