Fake Cofidence

I just got back from Executive Event: The Future-Ready Organization, Reinventing Work in ASEAN held by Accenture and SWA at Kempinski Hotel My Manager and Mas Joko asked me suddenly in the morning so I came with unpreprared outfit I just wear  casual cardigan plus long skirt and when I saw the other guest, I felt down because they wear better dress. I lost my confidence and I want to wear better...

Perfection trap

After watch  Im Trying But I Keep Messing Up - Yasmin Mogahed I just realized something:  one of devil's trick is to make us think to wait to be perfect to start something good I just recalled  when I was in middle school I did not want to put hijab because I feel I am not good or perfect enough as Muslimah So I want to wait until I became perfect But the problem is that I will never...

Dream Dress

Alhamdulilah \(^o^)/  The fortune that has been written belong to me will come to me, no matter the circumstance   There is a dress that I want when I went shopping to Matahari Depok Town Square back in the February. I want to wear the dress for faculty graduation But when I check my wallet, I did not have that much money so I let it go with heavy heart Hehehe Then at 6th...

What is my number

During the process of looking for job after graduation, I face some let down phase At that time, I had two or three times rejected. I thought after graduation, I will find a job easily. then I consulted to my senior, kak Reno. He told me that he applied 100 jobs vacancies and through 20 interviews to get the job he got right now (System Engineer at Dimension Data) After hear that, I got my spirit...

Teh Tawar and Teh Manis

Whenever I and my best friend, Fida,  have dinner Did you know what we always order for the drink? Yup it is the same as the tittle :D I always order teh tawar and Fida always order teh manis. It actually quite represent the culture where we come from or how we raised . I am Sundanese (and it is common to have teh tawar as drink) While Fida is Javanese (she comes from Yogyakarta) and it is common...

Surprised

At my second day at work I find my self surprised and moved (＃´ー´)旦 when I saw a glass of water on my desk.  It made me think "Whoaa! I am really part of SWA now! I am an employee" (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧  I mean I often found a glass of water on the lecturer's desk and at that time, I did not imagine I will get something similar someday (At Indian Embassy, I have to bring my own tumbler but I can...