Natural (Taken for Granted)

On 15th May morning, when i went to my internship place (Embassy of India),  i found out that assistant of kopaja driver, that i rode,  is mute.  Usually the duty of assistant of kopaya driver are collecting money,shout the destination place and tell the driver when a/some passanger want to stop. So i was surprised when i saw mute assistant of kopaja driver. he just made sounds Eeeh,...

Mulligan, The Second Chance

Mulligan in a golf game, happens when a player gets a second chance to perform a certain move or action. The practice is also sometimes referred to as a "do-over." I hated Abi (father) because to me he was not a good father My father is not perfect , he did not work like other fathers , did not care, did not play with his children , rarely present ( as it does not matter ) , and many...

Only a Matter of Time (Afraid)

you say I'm always in a hurry express my love in hurry ask you to marry, also in hurry do you know love, I'm afraid afraid of losing you Strangely! the more I'm afraid to lose you  distance between us became further away Will you stay? I want you I want nobody nobody but you only you I'm happy to be with love in you I'm happy to express my love to you I only think about...

Restart

Three days ago, I read psychology today article entitled  “Can a Rebound Relationship Be the Real Deal?”. The main point of the article is that we often think that after the break up, it is better to wait before starting a new relationship. But it is proved to be otherwise, it is better if we immediately start a new relationship after break up. After read this article I suddenly...

Father

When I heard my mother will get married again, I'm skeptical. I know second marriages are more vulnerable than the first marriage because each person thinks they have learned from their mistakes,  but in fact is not necessarily true,  the same problem can or will reappear. Besides, I'm afraid I can not adapt well. Father figure is rarely present in my life,  what will I...

God's Judgement

God, what do You want convey to me? Do You think I can get through this? I think you overestimate me I'm not sure I can eh? or is it just that you wanted to convey? that I had misjudgement I despise myself because your assessment is never wrong Thank you made me realize with a sweet way “test is a bless and  bless is a test” baca versi bahasa Indonesia , klik dis...

Weekly Updates

Hi Guys :D Assalamu'alaikum From today onward, i decide will try to post in my blog weekly :) My posting will be coming up around weekend ( Friday to Sunday ) My plan for now are I will post English version posting in my blog and Indonesia (Bahasa) version in my tumblr Wish me luck guys...

Lulus 3.5 Tahun

Tiada daya dan upaya kecuali dengan pertolongan Allah   Banyak yang bertanya mengenai pengalaman Hana yang lulus 3,5 tahun :) Hana akan mencoba  menjawab :) Kenapa Hana  pengen lulus 3,5 tahun? Keinginan untuk lulus 3,5 tahun itu udah ada semenjak Hana masuk kuliah. Alasan utama sih masalah ekonomi, mengingat yang menanggung biaya hidup dan kuliah Hana itu Umi (Allah menitipkan...